Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Today my alarm went off at 4.10AM, I got up, chose my outfit for the day, did my makeup and I smiled. I was feeling so positive and ready for the day. Hotel breakfast was even more enjoyable and everything was cool at work. On my home I had a lot of time to think because it's a 30 min bus ride from Helsinki. I kept thinking how good this day had been and I just had like a film about positive things going on in my head. The weather was really cold and windy but I didn't mind because I kept thinking that I'll be in my hotel room soon and I can take a hot shower if I want to. It was the first time I got into my hotel room before it was completely dark, so I had a new view. A brighter view. A view that kept me motivated while I was writing my internship report for the next 3 hours. I enjoyed every minute, honestly. Because I know that I'm doing it all for myself. It can get a little bit overwhelming and tiring sometimes but at the end of the day - I chose this. I love to educate myself and I love it even more because I can do it whilst having a full time job. And I feel happy and positive still. Of course I have those days when I feel like "NO", I just want to chill and do nothing for the whole day but I still have those days, too. It's all about the balance you know. So here's a little motivation for myself the next time I feel like I don't want to do any of it - you're doing it for yourself. For your own benefit and no one else's. Your future self is already saying thank you. So let's make the rest of this day count, too. Keep doing you! ­čĺ¬

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